Tuesday, August 9, 2016

Processes: The importance of “working into” the subject



When I give my clients instruction I sometimes use personal phrases or terms which might need explaining. So what do I mean by working into the subject?


Art can take on a life of its own, if you let it, just as writing can. I see it as an organically creative process. Once you have played with your materials or words you can then move onto working into your subject. Keep in mind about being curious and fascinated and try exploring your subject matter with different ways of looking. Notice and become actively aware of yourself and your subject. 

When the unexpected happens in your art or writing or even in your life you have the choice of ignoring it or being curious and aware by asking yourself questions. Some questions might be “what if…” or “what else could it be?” or  "What could I add, take away or do?” For example if when you spill your coffee and your cup makes some coffee rings you might look at it in a different way (asking: what else could it be?) and then you see a bicycle. Only you can see it. Once you have found your subject that you want to enhance or highlight think of words like accentuate, expand, take away and extend to help you clarify your image.  In order to make it visible to others you need to enhance it, expand it, or add a couple of lines; this is what I mean by working into it. 

Here is an example of geese and their nest which was inspired by coffee cup rings:





Seeds of inspiration come to you in many different forms. You could be given three words and asked to free associate (the first words which come into your mind on hearing a suggested word). The words, or memory or even sentences which you get could be worked into by creating an essay or a poem or journal piece or visual image. 


You can also intentionally play with random marks (with your eyes shut; blowing ink blots; or scribbling etc) and then stand back and view it with the intention of seeing something else.

Here is another example; it was suggested by someone "I see two birds with a little man in the middle. A dodo on the left and flamingo on the right. Go figure..":


By Sandy Bywater


The process of "Working into" comes after your initial seed of inspiration. You need to be curiously expectant to see or hear something; and only you see it. This will be the start of your inspiration but it is the thing that comes before the inspiration which could be the mundane; or an accident, mistake or glitch. (Coffee cup marks; clouds, grain in the wood; shapes in the blankets; sounds you might hear in the engine; a phrase you heard or read; the list is endless)
  


“Working into it” is about taking the embryonic seeds you find and turning them into something visible.
Sometimes you can come up with new seeds of inspiration through play and per chance it becomes something new and unintended. You create something by chance as it evolves through play and experimentation. You might not have intended a certain image but it “just appears”. Keep yourself open to observing. Be open to what your unconscious brings up for you. Be open to the bizarre or off the wall ideas. How do you observe? 

Notice the colours, shapes and lines you have chosen to use; notice new images presenting themselves – you can turn your page upside down or sideways and see if you can see more: try adding more lines, texture, or different materials.

Notice your feelings while you are creating and while you are observing. What do you feel: joy, anger, awkwardness, frustration, excitement? Ask: does this feeling want more attention and what would it be about? How could it be best expressed?

"Working into" helps you extend your creativity beyond your expectation. It is also used as a device in the journey of self-discovery. 

"Working into" is one of the many creative processes I encourage in my workshops.

A Warm Smile,
Morag Noffke




Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Change


Change is a good thing although we don’t always view it to be good when our circumstances start to change. Metamorphosis is, for me, a metaphor for change. I believe that in order to grow and develop as a human being we need to embrace change and this usually means letting go of something in order to take on something new.


Change can be scary. In South Africa, when Mandela came into power in 1994, many were afraid of letting their old white ways go; when he no longer was our president then many people were scared that they could not live with the next man in power because they were not sure of what changes would be made. Now that he has died we are all sad and inspired to live a life that honors what he stood for. With change comes challenges to learn from our past and to take into the future what we feel are successes.

Over time I plan to examine the different changes I have been faced with during my life. Each post will cover one of the topics that explore the many aspects of my life. The material will thus mainly be autobiographical but with the aim to reflecting on what I have gone through and learnt and to applying it to others. Maybe you are dealing with change in your life and struggling to adapt to, letting go and taking on new ways. It is my hope that what I share will inspire you to face your life with boldness and courage.


Some of the issues that I will post about will be:
·         Losing a father at six years old;
·         adapting to not having a father;
·         facing unwanted men;
·         working through androgyny to adolescence;
·         emerging from adolescence to adulthood;
·         adjusting to marriage;
·         pregnancy;
·         the first few months of motherhood;
·         meeting your baby’s personality;
·         self-esteem under fire;  
·         the challenge of raising teenagers;
·         challenging the boredom in marriage;
·         learning to live effectively with anxiety
·         coping with cancer;
·         finding my passion;
·         learning to love
·         …..

That’s all for now,
A warm smile,
Morag  
   

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

I am back



Yes I’m back…

After two years of juggling personal life issues and trying to retain my energy for getting well and finding new direction I finally feel ready to share with you and for you to read my writing again. I have found that to live my best life it must be filled with energy. In order to have this I have created, what I call: open spaces and quiet time. I will tell you about this another time.

For now I am sure you are wondering what has happened in the last two years… and yes, it could happen to you too.

Two years ago I discovered I had breast cancer. You know how you can feel completely prepared for the future, knowing that you have no history of cancer and everything pointing to heart disease is taken care of with medication. Well I was in for a rude shock. The doctor was not sure what she was looking at so after five biopsies and waiting the whole weekend for an answer, I finally heard the news.   

What can you think or do while you are waiting you might ask. My advice is, firstly, get insurance cover even if you have a medical aid or hospital plan as soon as you can, before it is too late, before you discover you are ill; secondly, don’t go scaring yourself by surfing the internet but do educate yourself about the terminology which is used, where you will get the best care, what the different options you might have for helping your recovery; thirdly, try to be as open as you can to communicating to your close family and friends; and fourthly, surround yourself with people (family, friends and medical practitioners) whom you can trust to support you when you need it most.

Don’t panic!! You will find that everybody has their personal story which takes them on a journey and so will you. You might feel bewildered by the news and all the jargon, you might feel a sense of shame or failure or regret. But what is important is to dig deep into your deepest recesses for courage, strength, faith and gratitude for what you still have. It is an opportunity to take stock of what you have, what you have done and what you can still give to others. To change, means one thing comes to an end while another thing begins.    

I was lucky. My tumor was caught early. And so now after regaining my strength I plan to begin a new ‘chapter’ in my life which includes this space.


Keep watching.
A warm smile,
Morag

Saturday, May 5, 2012

Everyday Opinions: What is a Mandala? Eastern origins and other world cultures.


A brief explanation of my understanding of the origins and background of the mandala.


The question you might ask is “Where does the word Mandala come from and what does it mean?” We find mandalas in the east and the word ‘mandala’ is a Sanskrit word in origin, meaning circle. It is geometric in design and often intended to symbolize the universe, world or earth. The design can be a circle within a square or a square with in a circle. It is considered sacred and contains symbolism of deities, temples or palaces etc.

In the strict sense of the word ‘mandala’ originates from the east and is part of an eastern practice which aid meditation and enlightenment as well as a teaching to the viewers. The Tibetan Buddhists, Taoists and Hindus all have their own forms of mandalas.

How is a Buddhist mandala constructed?

In brief: The mandala, as a sacred space, is divided into four quadrants.  Four monks work on one mandala, one monk per quadrant. These monks, who make the outlines, have an assistant who applies the colour. Each quadrant faces away from the draftsman and towards the centre where the deity or god of the mandala (particular selection) is situated.  The details are drawn as if the deity is the viewer from all sides, inside towards the outside.  At the centre the god lives in a temple or palace with walls and gates facing each quadrant, looking out towards the outer skirts of the world: north, south, east and west. The centre is the focus. The god could be one of love or wrath or peace etc. There are many symbols, such as bells and scrolls, but these details are not the focus of this post. The god/ deity are always placed in the centre, symbolically representing his/her power emanating out into the universe.


You find the circle in nature and used in different cultures

One finds the circle: in nature, e.g.: flower, shells, and solar system: sun, moon, earth, stars. The eye is one of the most significant in cultures as it represents ‘the person’ or soul or God’s/Deity’s watchful presence. It is interesting to note that even a child, as early as 3 or 4 draws circles; after scribbling, which is a spontaneous hand movement; the circle is one of the first things children draw (Betty Edwards and ViKtor Lowenfeld).

In many cultures, right around the world, the circle is used as a symbol. Primitive cultures often use art (painting, drawing, sculpture, pottery and/or architecture) for sacred rituals. Here is a list of examples of how the circle is used in different cultures. I have repeated some as they fall into two categories:

Religious, sacred or spiritual rituals   

·         Rings (wedding bands, eternity rings etc.)
·         American Indian medicine wheel (or sacred hoops) – stones laid as a wheel on the ground e.g bighorn national Forest, Wyoming, dated back to monolithic and megalithic people. It has a centre stone with spokes built in stone radiating out to a circumference of stone. We don’t know what its original function or meaning was about.
·         Navajo and Tibetan monks use sand mandalas in very different ways. 
      Eastern Religions: The Hindu (Kolam), the Tibetan Buddhist (Mandala) as well as the Yoga (Yantra) are all types of mandalas used for sacred purposes such as, ‘control’ or meditation and enlightenment (teaching).
·         New age, Wicca, and the pagan has used elements of the mandala or other circles. They have incorporated them to make meaning in their belief systems.
·         Jungian Psychology (see next post for fuller explanation)

Daily rituals

·         Rings (wedding bands, eternity rings etc.) Not only are they used in milestone rituals but they become part of the daily use of symbolically marking who the person is or what they stand for.
·         Yoga: Yantra is a type of mandala used in yoga. It is a tool, using a deity, in gaining control over certain things.  
·         Sufi Circular Dancing: the Mevlana (Rumi) whirling dervishes in Turkey, used in meditation and many other culture’s folk dancing and Celtic dancing.
·         Astrological zodiac
·         Aztec circular calendars
·         Indian dream catchers: the legend of some American Indians, such as the Lakota, believe that it is a spider web that catches the good dreams and visions meant for the person and other American Indians, such as the Navajo, Ojibwe and Chippewa, believe that if hung up it catches the bad dreams so that they don’t affect a person.  
·         New age, Wicca, and the pagan has used elements of the mandala or other circles. They have incorporated them to make meaning in their belief systems.

Architectural

·         American Indian medicine wheel (or sacred hoops) – stones laid as a wheel on the ground e.g bighorn national Forest, Wyoming, dated back to momolithic and megalithic people. It has a centre stone with spokes built in stone radiating out to a circumference of stone. We don’t know what its original function or meaning was about.
·         Labyrinths in Crete and Africa: some of the oldest labyrinths date back as early as 1500BC, such as the Cretan Labyrinth found on the coins of the Island of Crete. Others such as the early Christian labyrinth of the basilica of Algeria dates back to 300AD. Another labyrinth created in France, 1201AD, by medieval Christians is found stone floor of Chartres Cathedral.  
·         Pantheon – a sacred Roman building erected for all the many gods.
·         Christianity – Cathedrals: Durham, Chartres and Notre Dame Cathedrals rose stained glass windows and many other historical buildings and churches.                        
 Stone circles around the world – Newgrang (Ireland), Maeshowe (Scotland), Stonehendge (England). There are also circular constructions in Australia.
 Islamic geometry

Two examples of western people

Hildegard von Bingen – Christian nun 12th century - visions and beliefs
Jung – psychology: the most important archetype of self.

The circle may be symbolic for many concepts such as: ‘one entity’ such as the human or unique self; the merging and separation; body, mind and soul; womb; universe and eternity; and wholeness, unity, community, connection, and completion.


The uses

As one can see the circle has many uses, sacred and secular. The circle is in use worldwide, in some form, whether it is called a mandala or labyrinth a circle, wheel or ring. The mandala, coming from the eastern religions, has been one of the tools that Jung has assimilated into western psychology. Jung used the concepts of visualisation where images are internalized. So Jung encouraged the people to focus on the centre and allow the ordering/ organizing to work its way out to the circumference of the circle; symbolising  the centre of the self and the cohesion working its way out to the far reaching issues of ones’ life.

I like the comparison of the impermanence of life demonstrated in the sand mandalas of the Navajo and Tibetan monks as they slowly blow away in the wind or are cleaned away with the permanent nature of the Greek and African labyrinths. Impermanence speaks to me of letting go and being free while permanence speaks of the need of ritual, structure, constancy and security of things always being in place. 

There are those that say that the root ‘manda’ means essence and its suffix is ‘la’ meaning container. I like to think of the mandala as being symbolic of a container for our essence. When we express ourselves through our creativity it leads us into an awareness of ourselves. The mandala is a wonderful way to explore and express this inner energy of ourselves. We make manifest what was once hidden.

This is a vast topic and I have merely skimmed over the subject to give you a brief explanation of what Mandala means. The other two posts cover Jung’s mandalas and my personal take.  



What I have written is my impressions and understanding from all the information I have read.


References here at:


http://www.wisegeek.com/what-are-dream-catchers.htm
C. Malchiodi.  The art therapy sourcebook.  2nd edition New York: mc Graw Hill, 2007
B. Edwards. Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain. 1st edition London: Harper  Collins publishers, 1992 







Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Everyday Opinions: What is a Mandala? Dr C Jung's mandalas and integration

In my last post I mentioned that mandalas are said to help one become more integrated. If you are interested in what mandalas mean from a psychological point of view you would have to look at Jung (1875 - 1961) who was a psychiatrist.

I am not a specialist in Jungian psychology but I will tell you what I understand. He is considered to be one of the fathers of psychology and contributed many concepts to the western philosophy of psychology. Some of the well-known ones which many of us refer to, without consciously knowing that they are attributed to him, are ‘introvert vs. extrovert’, ‘collective consciousness’ and ‘archetypes’. (You can look at the list of glossaries below for an explanation.) The ones that relate to this topic are: persona, self-realization, individuation, and mandala.  It is largely accepted that we, in the West, are familiar with mandalas because of Jung. What we understand of mandalas and psychology can be attributed to his work. He travelled quite extensively after World War I to places such as Africa, Asia, South America and Mexico trying to understand other cultures and the connection between psychology and spirituality.

Jung spent a year, when he was not well, drawing every day. He drew mandalas. After that he used mandalas with his patients.  Jung concluded that drawing mandalas was helpful and felt that it was a way of expressing the self as he saw the circle representing one’s outer life and the mid-point being ones inner-self.

I want to explain it simply: ‘Persona’ is a term coined by Jung. It is the part we choose to show the world while hiding what we feel ‘is not good enough’ or what we are struggling with such as: desires (perceived as ‘good and bad’); fears of abandonment, rejection and annihilation; and hurts that arouse expressed or unexpressed angers. Sometimes we can’t or don’t want to admit these to ourselves or the ‘world’. They become hidden by the persona which we ‘wear’ like a mask.

Drawing, much like dreaming, helps us become aware of what is hidden or trapped in our unconscious by making the unconscious conscious through expressing it on paper. It can aid our dialoguing with ourselves. Our imagination is the tool for visualizing ourselves. This helps us express the unconscious or hidden parts of ourselves through visual images; much like a photograph shows us what we look like it is like making a portrait of our inner self.   

When drawing the mandala which is both circle and it’s center, we can focus inward on one thing (like the centre of the mandala) while all outer demands fall away (the outer circle of the mandala). This is almost like taking a moment in time and making an image of it, thereby making it ‘real’ for others and oneself to see. In this way we become aware of who we are; can reflect on it and make personal changes; order things in our lives and become more integrated. Therefore, as one draws the mandala, one is integrating the outer and inner ‘selves.’

 It can be seen as a metaphor for our lives; just as the mandala is organized, integrated and whole so it reflects our process. Just like we look at ourselves in a mirror everyday it is said that if we draw mandalas do this regularly we can become aware of and observe the trends we go through in our lives. This process of being aware and observing all our different parts of ourselves; and expressing, accepting and integrating the hidden or masked parts is what Jung called individuation.   

These are theories which can’t be proven but there is no harm in trying it out and seeing what happens. Through the results you will know whether or not it is beneficial to you. I believe it is up to the image maker to decide for themselves what the image means to them, whether it is round, rectangular or square.  When you join my workshops I encourage you to bring your understanding and all of you (hidden and seen) is welcome.

I mentioned that Jung was influenced by the east and in my next post I will tell you about the origins, the background of eastern religion and other cultures which most probably contributed to influencing and inspiring the psychological use of mandalas.

Links to Jungian glossaries:

What I have written is my impressions and understanding from all the information I have read.
References here at:
 Carl Jung links, mandala quotes and Jungian notes: http://www.netreach.net/~nhojem/jung.htm#Mandala
The Healing Properties of Luminous Mandalas http://sublime-dezine.com/mandala.htm
Wikipedia’s Carl Gustov Jung.
  

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Artist's Way Workshops

An explanation of what the artist’s way workshops are all about…

You have the ability to be creative.
We all have the ability to be creative. Think about all the things we as people do: art, writing, poetry, drama, music, designing and making objects; they are all included in the spectrum of creativity. As children we are naturally creative. When we enter our adult years we use this creative ability within our working experience, in our homes and gardens, and the way we dress etc., as we make creative choices. By the time we are adults we have often lost the ‘child’s’ spontaneity and enjoyment of creating; or lost the conviction that we are creative. We experience criticisms of our creative endeavours and might feel discouraged by others or ourselves. Creativity, once being a joy and a celebration of life now lies quietly dormant.

The Book
The Artist’s Way is a book written by Julia Cameron for everyone wanting to re-discover their creativity. There are twelve chapters which look at twelve topics, helping you recover your creative inner person from the effects of either: neglect, discouragement, being buried or destruction through the years. Even past attitudes and events can stifle and destroy the belief in one’s own creativity. I believe the book can also be helpful for those who have suffered burnout or creative blocks.

Julia Cameron offers this recovery through exercises which she has used over the many years with her students. These exercises take the form of writing morning pages, reading the chapter before answering thought provoking questions, and taking yourself on one artist’s date per week. It is entirely up to you how much you want to do or give your time to do it; you are free to do as much or as little as you feel possible but the more you put into it the more you get out.

Workshop groups
It can be difficult to embark on working through the book on your own and even more difficult to finish it. This is why I offer the opportunity to explore this book within a group providing time for you to share your experiences and find support to continue working through it to the end. It is a joy to share these new experiences with others who are on the same journey, knowing that they understand and relate to you. 

We will look at the twelve topics over twelve weeks (a chapter a week).  At home, each week, you read the chapter and try out the exercises and then there will be time for each person to talk about the book and your thoughts. You are welcome to come share what you have experienced and noticed while reading and doing the exercises. It is your choice how much you share or what you share.  

We benefit by listening to other people's experiences and by offering others around us our support. It is a worthwhile experience sharing this journey in this way.


Thursday, April 5, 2012

Everyday Opinions: What is a Mandala? My personal take......


You might be wondering, ‘What is a mandala?’ or you might already have your own views. For those who are not sure what it is or what I might be referring to I would like to briefly explain. I plan to post three short essays on mandalas. The first will be ‘my personal take on mandalas’, the second  ‘Dr C. Jung’s mandalas’ and lastly ‘background to mandalas.’

My personal take on mandalas
For me, a mandala is a picture expressed in a form of a circle or circle in a square. I express them either as in abstract, free flowing forms or geometrically balanced images or using more realistic images. I find nature an inspiration, such as flowers, ferns, cross-sections of shells and vegetables, sun, moon and stars, etc. And I also draw on a personally acquired inspirations of the happenings of my life, some emotional, some spiritual and some conceptual. My mandala images are neither necessarily expressing a religious or psychological concept, theme or ideas but are authentic expressions of the awareness of my inner and outer worlds.
   
My mandalas are made up of a variety of materials and I enjoy adding my poems or words to mixed media images.  I find art and creating mandalas relaxing and enjoy the challenge of planning the symmetry; often using compass and protractor. Other times I break the rules to use free flowing forms. Working slowly with the plan can be ‘meditative’ giving me time to think about concepts and at the same time getting insights. (This can be said about any form of art process.) There is orderliness in creating the mandala which is appealing to me. I sometimes use the mandala image to consolidate all of my ideas into one image when I have been absorbed in a process of visual journaling. You can see an example of this here at

It is said that mandalas help one become more integrated but I will tell you about that in the next post about Dr Jung's mandalas.